have you ever felt like the most uncoordinated, idiotic and untalented person in a room?
i have. many, many times. tonight was one of the worst though.
see, i go to the gym because im trying wicked hard to lose weight and resgister as semi-dencent looking. anyway, tonight i took a class called 'zumba dancing' and i got there and thats when i realized that everyone else knew what they were doing. so i was stuck there by myself watching everyone doing everything so easily and im in the back of the room struggling over the most basic things. i couldnt keep up, and the worst part was i was the only person under the age of 20.
i felt so stupid, and it was one of the worst hours of my life. why didnt i just quit and walk out? because i thought it was gonna get easier. but it didnt.
thats not the worst part of tonight. i had planned to get out of my class at 8:30 or so. so i called my mom. she was like "oh, i'm at your sisters game still. so i can get you in about an hour."
i was outside, scared to death that i was gonna get abducted and raped for an hour. it was so bad. while i was waiting, cullen calls me. he was at my house and he wanted to hang out.
wtf dude. i wanted to hang out with him. it sucked so bad.
and i doubt anyone will care about this story, but thats how my night went.
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i care :) yes, i have felt that way. it sucks. u feel like everyone is watching u when ur not looking. like they notice every mistake u make. urgh...i dont even like thinking about it.
oh i know. its so annoying because you try so hard to make it look like you have some basic idea of whats going on, and it doesnt show at all. then you feel like everyones going to remember you for being the worst one there and you get all nervous and it makes you worse.
omg do i THAT feeling!!